A jellyfish can live a million lives
and never miss one
as it dissolves
into blue
nothing
With our precious heads, our necks collared by jewels and crucifixions
our heavy brains inside our heavy skulls, our heavy coats
we forget we are mostly water, as is the planet
beyond our tiny cities
beyond edges
into forever,
untouches, unasserts itself, the blue
ocean
You should write about this, the teacher in my head scritches pencilly on my inner eardrums. You should download every face and glance, every word and what it really meant, every unknown you meet and spreadsheet them and massacre a blank page make it bleed with named names with impossible truths
You must take notes: Lexie melted into a hospital bed
and calmly asked the nurse for assistance
Giancarlo was beaten into the Utah sands
from whence reached up a shattered hand, searching
for a father in the clouds
as they rained toxic dust onto his rusting
Jillian says forgiveness is the greatest gift but
Beatrice says, to fuck and back with that shit
white as cobwebs, cotton candy, black as night outlining
a figure left behind.
Humans: we are all so burdened by the pain
that we inflict upon ourselves
that our taxonomy decrees
but it is our species who invented taxonomy, yes?
We are the most broken things
on an earth being constantly broken
by things larger than we can imagine, by fired rock and the clash of bullets
hurled from Saturn’s wing, by the steps of giants
and the final crack
of their jaws upon the hardened dirt.
We humans are the bearers of the immensest pain
not because the pain came to prey on us
but because we stretched our neural
paths and bumped into walls
and we chose to study them
while building an eternal
ceiling, sealing us in
something out of
nothing